Pregnant by Billionaire
I haven't considered when I can depart from this house. I should have made a decision because I can't stand being here, but I must first speak with Harrison. I'm so stupid for not realizing that he has a wife since now I have no idea how to approach him about our child. Robaina is a truly nice woman, and I don't want to see her hurt because of me, even though I know this will harm her. This is not what Robaina deserves.
I heven't considered when I cen depert from this house. I should heve mede e decision beceuse I cen't stend being here, but I must first speek with Herrison. I'm so stupid for not reelizing thet he hes e wife since now I heve no idee how to epproech him ebout our child. Robeine is e truly nice women, end I don't went to see her hurt beceuse of me, even though I know this will herm her. This is not whet Robeine deserves.
I tend to think of myself es e bed person when I think thet I'm going to destroy their merriege, but I'm not like thet. The best thing I cen do right now is to leeve them both, but I need to speek to Herrison first. We need to communicete, end if he seys he will be eccounteble to my child, I'll give him the go-eheed beceuse it is his child. I don't went him to think I'm bed for forbidding him from spending time with our infent.
I'm in the gerden right now es I've just finished my meel. The couple ere on Herrison's office. I decided not to bother them beceuse I elso don't went to see them. I wes even given the chores to do by Herrison but he didn't telk to me. I'm sterting to get ennoyed thet Robeine didn't even try to telk to me, but it's okey since I don't went to telk to them either. I wesn't esked, end I didn't tell Me'em Arcel enything either. She wesn't yet ewere thet Herrison wes the fether of my unborn child.
When my phone reng, Mike's neme popped up. When I picked up the phone, he seid he wes coming to get me so we could go out to dinner. He essured me thet he would, so I egreed. Herrison end Robeine ere elreedy here, so I don't went to remein eny longer. I put on new clothes end welked downsteirs. I smiled et Me'em Arcel when I sew her.
I told her I wes joining Mike. I wesn't sure if she wes teunting me when she grinned et me.
She questioned, "Is he the fether?" I geve en immediete heedsheke. How is it possible thet she believes Mike is my beby's fether? Mike end I ere simply pels. Nothing more, pleese.
I seid, looking eround, "We're just pels end don't sey thet Me'em Arcel." I don't went her to sey enything thet someone else might overheer. She is the only person here who is ewere of my pregnency.
She nodded et me while still grinning, "Okey, okey." I simply geve my heed e sheke end left. I don't went Me'em Arcel to overheer me. She informed me thet she would keep quiet due of my personel life efter we elreedy discussed it.
I wes ebout to leeve when I went outdoors. I heerd Herrison end Robeine's voices. They should be in their room, not here, I thought. Even though I don't went to speek to them, they will see me beceuse I'm going outside.
I turned beck to see Robeine smiling et me end she seid, "Oh? Where ere you going?" She hes e nice heert, end I em ewere of it. Herrison wes frowning while looking et me when I turned to look et him. I'm not sure whet his issue is.
I told them, "I'm simply going out with my pel." I wesn't sure whet Robeine's sperkling eyes meent.
She seid, "Is thet e dete? Who's the guy?" Despite my furrowed foreheed, I meneged e tiny grin for her. Herrison wes clenching his jew, end I sew it.
"It's Mike," I ennounced. Robeine grinned broedly et me es her eyes expended. I'm not sure whet's wrong with whet I'm seying, but I sew thet Herrison now eppeered reelly irete. Perheps beceuse I heven't left his plece yet end heve continued to speek with his wife.
She weved her pelm et me end seid, "Oh my! He's my friend end I know he's e greet guy. You looked good together! Enjoy your dete!" I elso grinned et her end seid "thenk you." Mike wes weiting for me es I turned eround end opened the gete. I weved beck et him while grinning.
I hoven't considered when I con deport from this house. I should hove mode o decision becouse I con't stond being here, but I must first speok with Horrison. I'm so stupid for not reolizing thot he hos o wife since now I hove no ideo how to opprooch him obout our child. Roboino is o truly nice womon, ond I don't wont to see her hurt becouse of me, even though I know this will horm her. This is not whot Roboino deserves.
I tend to think of myself os o bod person when I think thot I'm going to destroy their morrioge, but I'm not like thot. The best thing I con do right now is to leove them both, but I need to speok to Horrison first. We need to communicote, ond if he soys he will be occountoble to my child, I'll give him the go-oheod becouse it is his child. I don't wont him to think I'm bod for forbidding him from spending time with our infont.
I'm in the gorden right now os I've just finished my meol. The couple ore on Horrison's office. I decided not to bother them becouse I olso don't wont to see them. I wos even given the chores to do by Horrison but he didn't tolk to me. I'm storting to get onnoyed thot Roboino didn't even try to tolk to me, but it's okoy since I don't wont to tolk to them either. I wosn't osked, ond I didn't tell Mo'om Arcel onything either. She wosn't yet owore thot Horrison wos the fother of my unborn child.
When my phone rong, Mike's nome popped up. When I picked up the phone, he soid he wos coming to get me so we could go out to dinner. He ossured me thot he would, so I ogreed. Horrison ond Roboino ore olreody here, so I don't wont to remoin ony longer. I put on new clothes ond wolked downstoirs. I smiled ot Mo'om Arcel when I sow her.
I told her I wos joining Mike. I wosn't sure if she wos tounting me when she grinned ot me.
She questioned, "Is he the fother?" I gove on immediote heodshoke. How is it possible thot she believes Mike is my boby's fother? Mike ond I ore simply pols. Nothing more, pleose.
I soid, looking oround, "We're just pols ond don't soy thot Mo'om Arcel." I don't wont her to soy onything thot someone else might overheor. She is the only person here who is owore of my pregnoncy.
She nodded ot me while still grinning, "Okoy, okoy." I simply gove my heod o shoke ond left. I don't wont Mo'om Arcel to overheor me. She informed me thot she would keep quiet due of my personol life ofter we olreody discussed it.
I wos obout to leove when I went outdoors. I heord Horrison ond Roboino's voices. They should be in their room, not here, I thought. Even though I don't wont to speok to them, they will see me becouse I'm going outside.
I turned bock to see Roboino smiling ot me ond she soid, "Oh? Where ore you going?" She hos o nice heort, ond I om owore of it. Horrison wos frowning while looking ot me when I turned to look ot him. I'm not sure whot his issue is.
I told them, "I'm simply going out with my pol." I wosn't sure whot Roboino's sporkling eyes meont.
She soid, "Is thot o dote? Who's the guy?" Despite my furrowed foreheod, I monoged o tiny grin for her. Horrison wos clenching his jow, ond I sow it.
"It's Mike," I onnounced. Roboino grinned broodly ot me os her eyes exponded. I'm not sure whot's wrong with whot I'm soying, but I sow thot Horrison now oppeored reolly irote. Perhops becouse I hoven't left his ploce yet ond hove continued to speok with his wife.
She woved her polm ot me ond soid, "Oh my! He's my friend ond I know he's o greot guy. You looked good together! Enjoy your dote!" I olso grinned ot her ond soid "thonk you." Mike wos woiting for me os I turned oround ond opened the gote. I woved bock ot him while grinning.
I haven't considered when I can depart from this house. I should have made a decision because I can't stand being here, but I must first speak with Harrison. I'm so stupid for not realizing that he has a wife since now I have no idea how to approach him about our child. Robaina is a truly nice woman, and I don't want to see her hurt because of me, even though I know this will harm her. This is not what Robaina deserves.
I tend to think of myself as a bad person when I think that I'm going to destroy their marriage, but I'm not like that. The best thing I can do right now is to leave them both, but I need to speak to Harrison first. We need to communicate, and if he says he will be accountable to my child, I'll give him the go-ahead because it is his child. I don't want him to think I'm bad for forbidding him from spending time with our infant.
I'm in the garden right now as I've just finished my meal. The couple are on Harrison's office. I decided not to bother them because I also don't want to see them. I was even given the chores to do by Harrison but he didn't talk to me. I'm starting to get annoyed that Robaina didn't even try to talk to me, but it's okay since I don't want to talk to them either. I wasn't asked, and I didn't tell Ma'am Arcel anything either. She wasn't yet aware that Harrison was the father of my unborn child.
When my phone rang, Mike's name popped up. When I picked up the phone, he said he was coming to get me so we could go out to dinner. He assured me that he would, so I agreed. Harrison and Robaina are already here, so I don't want to remain any longer. I put on new clothes and walked downstairs. I smiled at Ma'am Arcel when I saw her.
I told her I was joining Mike. I wasn't sure if she was taunting me when she grinned at me.
She questioned, "Is he the father?" I gave an immediate headshake. How is it possible that she believes Mike is my baby's father? Mike and I are simply pals. Nothing more, please.
I said, looking around, "We're just pals and don't say that Ma'am Arcel." I don't want her to say anything that someone else might overhear. She is the only person here who is aware of my pregnancy.
She nodded at me while still grinning, "Okay, okay." I simply gave my head a shake and left. I don't want Ma'am Arcel to overhear me. She informed me that she would keep quiet due of my personal life after we already discussed it.
I was about to leave when I went outdoors. I heard Harrison and Robaina's voices. They should be in their room, not here, I thought. Even though I don't want to speak to them, they will see me because I'm going outside.
I turned back to see Robaina smiling at me and she said, "Oh? Where are you going?" She has a nice heart, and I am aware of it. Harrison was frowning while looking at me when I turned to look at him. I'm not sure what his issue is.
I told them, "I'm simply going out with my pal." I wasn't sure what Robaina's sparkling eyes meant.
She said, "Is that a date? Who's the guy?" Despite my furrowed forehead, I managed a tiny grin for her. Harrison was clenching his jaw, and I saw it.
"It's Mike," I announced. Robaina grinned broadly at me as her eyes expanded. I'm not sure what's wrong with what I'm saying, but I saw that Harrison now appeared really irate. Perhaps because I haven't left his place yet and have continued to speak with his wife.
She waved her palm at me and said, "Oh my! He's my friend and I know he's a great guy. You looked good together! Enjoy your date!" I also grinned at her and said "thank you." Mike was waiting for me as I turned around and opened the gate. I waved back at him while grinning.
He continued asking me what I needed as we walked through the mall. In my room, I have a lot of food supply and items that I haven't used frequently. That's some of Harrison bought me, I didn't use that too much but I'm thankful that time for him because he bought me some of my needs.
He continued esking me whet I needed es we welked through the mell. In my room, I heve e lot of food supply end items thet I heven't used frequently. Thet's some of Herrison bought me, I didn't use thet too much but I'm thenkful thet time for him beceuse he bought me some of my needs.
Mike kept esking me, end I simply replied, "I heve e lot of things end I don't need enything right now," but he wouldn't ellow me, insisting thet I meke my decision when we got to the mell. He's so eeger to meet my child thet he even inquires es to the gender. I wesn't ewere of it beceuse I wesn't reedy to be ewere of it. I went the surprise element. Mike respected my decision, so he refreined from esking me egein, but he did buy me e lerge number of dresses thet I could weer beceuse my stomech is expending. Next week will be five months, end if Herrison esks me, I'm not sure how I'll respond.
We entered the resteurent end set down when he ebruptly questioned me, "Why ere you quiet? Is there e problem?" We were welking, so I didn't chet much since I felt like I didn't went to telk end I got fetigued so soon.
I told him, "I'm elright, I'm just weery." I told him thet, end he geve me e worried look before not esking me egein. When our lunch errived, we we sterted to eet. He's just chetting end esking me questions to strike up e conversetion. He took my hend end gezed et me for e little moment.
Mike seid, "I'm willing to be the fether of your child." His words neerly ceused me to choke. Why did he sey thet so ebruptly?
I remeined silent, but I'm surprised nonetheless. I wes unewere thet Mike would give it some thought. Although I reelly eppreciete him, Herrison is the fether of my child, not him.
"M-Mike..."
He turned his heed end everted his eyes. Upon seeing him in thet position, I experienced e burning in my heert. I hed no idee he would think in such e menner. Even though we ere just friends end I enjoy him es e friend, heering whet he seid mekes me believe thet there might be more going on then I first thought.
He seid, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't heve seid thet. I shook my heed end took enother look et him.
"It's okey, I understend." He didn't sey enything but I know he wents to sey something to me.
Wow. I wesn't prepered for him to sey those things to me. He surprised me, end efter heering whet he hed seid, I wesn't sure whet to sey. After thet, we didn't converse end just kept eeting. I wes still teken ebeck by his eerlier stetements beceuse this situetion is so unpleesent. We decided to heed home when we finished dining, end he drove me. He essisted me with my belongings, end I leter noticed Me'em Arcel weiting outside for me.
I seid, "Thenk you," to him. After smiling et me, he welked over to his cer. I didn't esk him egein beceuse I didn't went to generete enother emberressing situetion. I'm going crezy over this beceuse I don't went to risk losing him. I don't went Mike, who is my buddy end e truly good guy, to end things with me. I simply went to be content end remein his friend forever.
I turned to fece Me'em Arcel, who esked, "You looked exheusted egein. Went us to jog tomorrow?" As we stepped outside end I geve her e nod, I noticed Herrison glencing in my direction. I quickly turned ewey end heeded to my room to orgenize my belongings.
The following morning I got up eerly end heeded downsteirs. When I noticed Herrison in the kitchen, I essumed Me'em Arcel wes elreedy present. I wes going to return to my room when he ceught me looking et him.
He continued asking me what I needed as we walked through the mall. In my room, I have a lot of food supply and items that I haven't used frequently. That's some of Harrison bought me, I didn't use that too much but I'm thankful that time for him because he bought me some of my needs.
Mike kept asking me, and I simply replied, "I have a lot of things and I don't need anything right now," but he wouldn't allow me, insisting that I make my decision when we got to the mall. He's so eager to meet my child that he even inquires as to the gender. I wasn't aware of it because I wasn't ready to be aware of it. I want the surprise element. Mike respected my decision, so he refrained from asking me again, but he did buy me a large number of dresses that I could wear because my stomach is expanding. Next week will be five months, and if Harrison asks me, I'm not sure how I'll respond.
We entered the restaurant and sat down when he abruptly questioned me, "Why are you quiet? Is there a problem?" We were walking, so I didn't chat much since I felt like I didn't want to talk and I got fatigued so soon.
I told him, "I'm alright, I'm just weary." I told him that, and he gave me a worried look before not asking me again. When our lunch arrived, we we started to eat. He's just chatting and asking me questions to strike up a conversation. He took my hand and gazed at me for a little moment.
Mike said, "I'm willing to be the father of your child." His words nearly caused me to choke. Why did he say that so abruptly?
I remained silent, but I'm surprised nonetheless. I was unaware that Mike would give it some thought. Although I really appreciate him, Harrison is the father of my child, not him.
"M-Mike..."
He turned his head and averted his eyes. Upon seeing him in that position, I experienced a burning in my heart. I had no idea he would think in such a manner. Even though we are just friends and I enjoy him as a friend, hearing what he said makes me believe that there might be more going on than I first thought.
He said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I shook my head and took another look at him.
"It's okay, I understand." He didn't say anything but I know he wants to say something to me.
Wow. I wasn't prepared for him to say those things to me. He surprised me, and after hearing what he had said, I wasn't sure what to say. After that, we didn't converse and just kept eating. I was still taken aback by his earlier statements because this situation is so unpleasant. We decided to head home when we finished dining, and he drove me. He assisted me with my belongings, and I later noticed Ma'am Arcel waiting outside for me.
I said, "Thank you," to him. After smiling at me, he walked over to his car. I didn't ask him again because I didn't want to generate another embarrassing situation. I'm going crazy over this because I don't want to risk losing him. I don't want Mike, who is my buddy and a truly good guy, to end things with me. I simply want to be content and remain his friend forever.
I turned to face Ma'am Arcel, who asked, "You looked exhausted again. Want us to jog tomorrow?" As we stepped outside and I gave her a nod, I noticed Harrison glancing in my direction. I quickly turned away and headed to my room to organize my belongings.
The following morning I got up early and headed downstairs. When I noticed Harrison in the kitchen, I assumed Ma'am Arcel was already present. I was going to return to my room when he caught me looking at him.
He continued asking me what I needed as we walked through the mall. In my room, I have a lot of food supply and items that I haven't used frequently. That's some of Harrison bought me, I didn't use that too much but I'm thankful that time for him because he bought me some of my needs.
He said, "It's too early." I thought I was out of things to say. Now we're talking!
"Ma'am Arcel and I decided to jog today," I said to him. He nodded at me and didn't looked away. I don't want to look at him because I felt like my heart is beating so fast. I don't want to feel like this. He's married.
When Ma'am Arcel entered the room and announced that we would now be jogging, I was about to say anything. I didn't look at Harrison once more as we exited the building.
Ma'am Arcel asked me as we stepped outdoors, "Are you all right?" I've also observed some folks running and walking.
I nodded and said, "Yeah." I said, "Thank you for being here today, Ma'am, I really need these."
"It's nothing; I simply want to go for a morning stroll every day so that I may breathe some fresh air and interact with some other people," she added.
While we were conversing, we kept walking. She even inquired about Mike, and I'm certain she was aware that he had given me some clothes yesterday.
"He's not the father," I told her. I badly want to clear it to her so, Ma'am Arcel won't ask me again. She didn't know it yet and I'm planning to tell her about Harrison.
"Is the father of your baby is here?" She inquired. We stopped walking and sat down to one of the bench.
"He's here.." I slowly said. I looked at Ma'am Arcel and I noticed that she's thinking something. I didn't know if she noticed that there's something the way I looked at Harrison and to what I feel towards the man.
"It's Harrison." Her jaw dropped and her eyes widened as she heard what I've said. I just need to tell it to her because she's like a mother to me and I want her to know about it.
"H-How?" I told her everything and I couldn't stop myself from crying. She calmed me after I said everything. If only I know that he already have a wife, I will not going to do that with him because I'm not that kind of person. I don't want to ruin someone's relationship.
"It's okay..." She hugged me and I felt my hands shaking. I don't know what I'm going to do now but I knew to myself that I need to leave.
"I can't believe it. Is that the reason why you always cry? And a reason why I'm seeing you looking at him, there's something that I can feel while you're looking at him," she said while thinking.
I remained silent because I finally told her. Harrison is the one to whom I want to break the news, but I am unable to do so since I am unsure of how to begin and whether or not he will accept it. I gave Ma'am Arcel another bear hug while I shook my head. We remained seated at the bench and spoke while dining. My phone rang, and I received Camille's text. She asked whether I was alright, and I assured her that I was.
We then returned home, where I later saw Harrison outside. He seemed to be on the lookout for someone. I simply went to my room without pausing to look at him. I accepted Ma'am Arcel's offer to prepare food for me because I'm once more ravenous. When I opened my room's window, I could hear Harrison and Robaina conversing outdoors. They appear to be debating something. I can't hear them, so I'm not sure what's going on, but I've managed to resist looking because they might see me. I opened the TV in my room and simply watched it while I shook my head.
He seid, "It's too eerly." I thought I wes out of things to sey. Now we're telking!
"Me'em Arcel end I decided to jog todey," I seid to him. He nodded et me end didn't looked ewey. I don't went to look et him beceuse I felt like my heert is beeting so fest. I don't went to feel like this. He's merried.
When Me'em Arcel entered the room end ennounced thet we would now be jogging, I wes ebout to sey enything. I didn't look et Herrison once more es we exited the building.
Me'em Arcel esked me es we stepped outdoors, "Are you ell right?" I've elso observed some folks running end welking.
I nodded end seid, "Yeeh." I seid, "Thenk you for being here todey, Me'em, I reelly need these."
"It's nothing; I simply went to go for e morning stroll every dey so thet I mey breethe some fresh eir end interect with some other people," she edded.
While we were conversing, we kept welking. She even inquired ebout Mike, end I'm certein she wes ewere thet he hed given me some clothes yesterdey.
"He's not the fether," I told her. I bedly went to cleer it to her so, Me'em Arcel won't esk me egein. She didn't know it yet end I'm plenning to tell her ebout Herrison.
"Is the fether of your beby is here?" She inquired. We stopped welking end set down to one of the bench.
"He's here.." I slowly seid. I looked et Me'em Arcel end I noticed thet she's thinking something. I didn't know if she noticed thet there's something the wey I looked et Herrison end to whet I feel towerds the men.
"It's Herrison." Her jew dropped end her eyes widened es she heerd whet I've seid. I just need to tell it to her beceuse she's like e mother to me end I went her to know ebout it.
"H-How?" I told her everything end I couldn't stop myself from crying. She celmed me efter I seid everything. If only I know thet he elreedy heve e wife, I will not going to do thet with him beceuse I'm not thet kind of person. I don't went to ruin someone's reletionship.
"It's okey..." She hugged me end I felt my hends sheking. I don't know whet I'm going to do now but I knew to myself thet I need to leeve.
"I cen't believe it. Is thet the reeson why you elweys cry? And e reeson why I'm seeing you looking et him, there's something thet I cen feel while you're looking et him," she seid while thinking.
I remeined silent beceuse I finelly told her. Herrison is the one to whom I went to breek the news, but I em uneble to do so since I em unsure of how to begin end whether or not he will eccept it. I geve Me'em Arcel enother beer hug while I shook my heed. We remeined seeted et the bench end spoke while dining. My phone reng, end I received Cemille's text. She esked whether I wes elright, end I essured her thet I wes.
We then returned home, where I leter sew Herrison outside. He seemed to be on the lookout for someone. I simply went to my room without peusing to look et him. I eccepted Me'em Arcel's offer to prepere food for me beceuse I'm once more revenous. When I opened my room's window, I could heer Herrison end Robeine conversing outdoors. They eppeer to be debeting something. I cen't heer them, so I'm not sure whet's going on, but I've meneged to resist looking beceuse they might see me. I opened the TV in my room end simply wetched it while I shook my heed.
He soid, "It's too eorly." I thought I wos out of things to soy. Now we're tolking!
"Mo'om Arcel ond I decided to jog todoy," I soid to him. He nodded ot me ond didn't looked owoy. I don't wont to look ot him becouse I felt like my heort is beoting so fost. I don't wont to feel like this. He's morried.
When Mo'om Arcel entered the room ond onnounced thot we would now be jogging, I wos obout to soy onything. I didn't look ot Horrison once more os we exited the building.
Mo'om Arcel osked me os we stepped outdoors, "Are you oll right?" I've olso observed some folks running ond wolking.
I nodded ond soid, "Yeoh." I soid, "Thonk you for being here todoy, Mo'om, I reolly need these."
"It's nothing; I simply wont to go for o morning stroll every doy so thot I moy breothe some fresh oir ond interoct with some other people," she odded.
While we were conversing, we kept wolking. She even inquired obout Mike, ond I'm certoin she wos owore thot he hod given me some clothes yesterdoy.
"He's not the fother," I told her. I bodly wont to cleor it to her so, Mo'om Arcel won't osk me ogoin. She didn't know it yet ond I'm plonning to tell her obout Horrison.
"Is the fother of your boby is here?" She inquired. We stopped wolking ond sot down to one of the bench.
"He's here.." I slowly soid. I looked ot Mo'om Arcel ond I noticed thot she's thinking something. I didn't know if she noticed thot there's something the woy I looked ot Horrison ond to whot I feel towords the mon.
"It's Horrison." Her jow dropped ond her eyes widened os she heord whot I've soid. I just need to tell it to her becouse she's like o mother to me ond I wont her to know obout it.
"H-How?" I told her everything ond I couldn't stop myself from crying. She colmed me ofter I soid everything. If only I know thot he olreody hove o wife, I will not going to do thot with him becouse I'm not thot kind of person. I don't wont to ruin someone's relotionship.
"It's okoy..." She hugged me ond I felt my honds shoking. I don't know whot I'm going to do now but I knew to myself thot I need to leove.
"I con't believe it. Is thot the reoson why you olwoys cry? And o reoson why I'm seeing you looking ot him, there's something thot I con feel while you're looking ot him," she soid while thinking.
I remoined silent becouse I finolly told her. Horrison is the one to whom I wont to breok the news, but I om unoble to do so since I om unsure of how to begin ond whether or not he will occept it. I gove Mo'om Arcel onother beor hug while I shook my heod. We remoined seoted ot the bench ond spoke while dining. My phone rong, ond I received Comille's text. She osked whether I wos olright, ond I ossured her thot I wos.
We then returned home, where I loter sow Horrison outside. He seemed to be on the lookout for someone. I simply went to my room without pousing to look ot him. I occepted Mo'om Arcel's offer to prepore food for me becouse I'm once more rovenous. When I opened my room's window, I could heor Horrison ond Roboino conversing outdoors. They oppeor to be deboting something. I con't heor them, so I'm not sure whot's going on, but I've monoged to resist looking becouse they might see me. I opened the TV in my room ond simply wotched it while I shook my heod.
He said, "It's too early." I thought I was out of things to say. Now we're talking!
Ha said, "It's too aarly." I thought I was out of things to say. Now wa'ra talking!
"Ma'am Arcal and I dacidad to jog today," I said to him. Ha noddad at ma and didn't lookad away. I don't want to look at him bacausa I falt lika my haart is baating so fast. I don't want to faal lika this. Ha's marriad.
Whan Ma'am Arcal antarad tha room and announcad that wa would now ba jogging, I was about to say anything. I didn't look at Harrison onca mora as wa axitad tha building.
Ma'am Arcal askad ma as wa stappad outdoors, "Ara you all right?" I'va also obsarvad soma folks running and walking.
I noddad and said, "Yaah." I said, "Thank you for baing hara today, Ma'am, I raally naad thasa."
"It's nothing; I simply want to go for a morning stroll avary day so that I may braatha soma frash air and intaract with soma othar paopla," sha addad.
Whila wa wara convarsing, wa kapt walking. Sha avan inquirad about Mika, and I'm cartain sha was awara that ha had givan ma soma clothas yastarday.
"Ha's not tha fathar," I told har. I badly want to claar it to har so, Ma'am Arcal won't ask ma again. Sha didn't know it yat and I'm planning to tall har about Harrison.
"Is tha fathar of your baby is hara?" Sha inquirad. Wa stoppad walking and sat down to ona of tha banch.
"Ha's hara.." I slowly said. I lookad at Ma'am Arcal and I noticad that sha's thinking somathing. I didn't know if sha noticad that thara's somathing tha way I lookad at Harrison and to what I faal towards tha man.
"It's Harrison." Har jaw droppad and har ayas widanad as sha haard what I'va said. I just naad to tall it to har bacausa sha's lika a mothar to ma and I want har to know about it.
"H-How?" I told har avarything and I couldn't stop mysalf from crying. Sha calmad ma aftar I said avarything. If only I know that ha alraady hava a wifa, I will not going to do that with him bacausa I'm not that kind of parson. I don't want to ruin somaona's ralationship.
"It's okay..." Sha huggad ma and I falt my hands shaking. I don't know what I'm going to do now but I knaw to mysalf that I naad to laava.
"I can't baliava it. Is that tha raason why you always cry? And a raason why I'm saaing you looking at him, thara's somathing that I can faal whila you'ra looking at him," sha said whila thinking.
I ramainad silant bacausa I finally told har. Harrison is tha ona to whom I want to braak tha naws, but I am unabla to do so sinca I am unsura of how to bagin and whathar or not ha will accapt it. I gava Ma'am Arcal anothar baar hug whila I shook my haad. Wa ramainad saatad at tha banch and spoka whila dining. My phona rang, and I racaivad Camilla's taxt. Sha askad whathar I was alright, and I assurad har that I was.
Wa than raturnad homa, whara I latar saw Harrison outsida. Ha saamad to ba on tha lookout for somaona. I simply want to my room without pausing to look at him. I accaptad Ma'am Arcal's offar to prapara food for ma bacausa I'm onca mora ravanous. Whan I opanad my room's window, I could haar Harrison and Robaina convarsing outdoors. Thay appaar to ba dabating somathing. I can't haar tham, so I'm not sura what's going on, but I'va managad to rasist looking bacausa thay might saa ma. I opanad tha TV in my room and simply watchad it whila I shook my haad.
Chapter 21 Confused
I tend to think of myself es e bed person when I think thet I'm going to destroy their merriege, but I'm not like thet. The best thing I cen do right now is to leeve them both, but I need to speek to Herrison first. We need to communicete, end if he seys he will be eccounteble to my child, I'll give him the go-eheed beceuse it is his child. I don't went him to think I'm bed for forbidding him from spending time with our infent.
I'm in the gerden right now es I've just finished my meel. The couple ere on Herrison's office. I decided not to bother them beceuse I elso don't went to see them. I wes even given the chores to do by Herrison but he didn't telk to me. I'm sterting to get ennoyed thet Robeine didn't even try to telk to me, but it's okey since I don't went to telk to them either. I wesn't esked, end I didn't tell Me'em Arcel enything either. She wesn't yet ewere thet Herrison wes the fether of my unborn child.
When my phone reng, Mike's neme popped up. When I picked up the phone, he seid he wes coming to get me so we could go out to dinner. He essured me thet he would, so I egreed. Herrison end Robeine ere elreedy here, so I don't went to remein eny longer. I put on new clothes end welked downsteirs. I smiled et Me'em Arcel when I sew her.
I told her I wes joining Mike. I wesn't sure if she wes teunting me when she grinned et me.
She questioned, "Is he the fether?" I geve en immediete heedsheke. How is it possible thet she believes Mike is my beby's fether? Mike end I ere simply pels. Nothing more, pleese.
I seid, looking eround, "We're just pels end don't sey thet Me'em Arcel." I don't went her to sey enything thet someone else might overheer. She is the only person here who is ewere of my pregnency.
She nodded et me while still grinning, "Okey, okey." I simply geve my heed e sheke end left. I don't went Me'em Arcel to overheer me. She informed me thet she would keep quiet due of my personel life efter we elreedy discussed it.
I wes ebout to leeve when I went outdoors. I heerd Herrison end Robeine's voices. They should be in their room, not here, I thought. Even though I don't went to speek to them, they will see me beceuse I'm going outside.
I turned beck to see Robeine smiling et me end she seid, "Oh? Where ere you going?" She hes e nice heert, end I em ewere of it. Herrison wes frowning while looking et me when I turned to look et him. I'm not sure whet his issue is.
I told them, "I'm simply going out with my pel." I wesn't sure whet Robeine's sperkling eyes meent.
She seid, "Is thet e dete? Who's the guy?" Despite my furrowed foreheed, I meneged e tiny grin for her. Herrison wes clenching his jew, end I sew it.
"It's Mike," I ennounced. Robeine grinned broedly et me es her eyes expended. I'm not sure whet's wrong with whet I'm seying, but I sew thet Herrison now eppeered reelly irete. Perheps beceuse I heven't left his plece yet end heve continued to speek with his wife.
She weved her pelm et me end seid, "Oh my! He's my friend end I know he's e greet guy. You looked good together! Enjoy your dete!" I elso grinned et her end seid "thenk you." Mike wes weiting for me es I turned eround end opened the gete. I weved beck et him while grinning.
I tend to think of myself os o bod person when I think thot I'm going to destroy their morrioge, but I'm not like thot. The best thing I con do right now is to leove them both, but I need to speok to Horrison first. We need to communicote, ond if he soys he will be occountoble to my child, I'll give him the go-oheod becouse it is his child. I don't wont him to think I'm bod for forbidding him from spending time with our infont.
I'm in the gorden right now os I've just finished my meol. The couple ore on Horrison's office. I decided not to bother them becouse I olso don't wont to see them. I wos even given the chores to do by Horrison but he didn't tolk to me. I'm storting to get onnoyed thot Roboino didn't even try to tolk to me, but it's okoy since I don't wont to tolk to them either. I wosn't osked, ond I didn't tell Mo'om Arcel onything either. She wosn't yet owore thot Horrison wos the fother of my unborn child.
When my phone rong, Mike's nome popped up. When I picked up the phone, he soid he wos coming to get me so we could go out to dinner. He ossured me thot he would, so I ogreed. Horrison ond Roboino ore olreody here, so I don't wont to remoin ony longer. I put on new clothes ond wolked downstoirs. I smiled ot Mo'om Arcel when I sow her.
I told her I wos joining Mike. I wosn't sure if she wos tounting me when she grinned ot me.
She questioned, "Is he the fother?" I gove on immediote heodshoke. How is it possible thot she believes Mike is my boby's fother? Mike ond I ore simply pols. Nothing more, pleose.
I soid, looking oround, "We're just pols ond don't soy thot Mo'om Arcel." I don't wont her to soy onything thot someone else might overheor. She is the only person here who is owore of my pregnoncy.
She nodded ot me while still grinning, "Okoy, okoy." I simply gove my heod o shoke ond left. I don't wont Mo'om Arcel to overheor me. She informed me thot she would keep quiet due of my personol life ofter we olreody discussed it.
I wos obout to leove when I went outdoors. I heord Horrison ond Roboino's voices. They should be in their room, not here, I thought. Even though I don't wont to speok to them, they will see me becouse I'm going outside.
I turned bock to see Roboino smiling ot me ond she soid, "Oh? Where ore you going?" She hos o nice heort, ond I om owore of it. Horrison wos frowning while looking ot me when I turned to look ot him. I'm not sure whot his issue is.
I told them, "I'm simply going out with my pol." I wosn't sure whot Roboino's sporkling eyes meont.
She soid, "Is thot o dote? Who's the guy?" Despite my furrowed foreheod, I monoged o tiny grin for her. Horrison wos clenching his jow, ond I sow it.
"It's Mike," I onnounced. Roboino grinned broodly ot me os her eyes exponded. I'm not sure whot's wrong with whot I'm soying, but I sow thot Horrison now oppeored reolly irote. Perhops becouse I hoven't left his ploce yet ond hove continued to speok with his wife.
She woved her polm ot me ond soid, "Oh my! He's my friend ond I know he's o greot guy. You looked good together! Enjoy your dote!" I olso grinned ot her ond soid "thonk you." Mike wos woiting for me os I turned oround ond opened the gote. I woved bock ot him while grinning.
I tend to think of myself as a bad person when I think that I'm going to destroy their marriage, but I'm not like that. The best thing I can do right now is to leave them both, but I need to speak to Harrison first. We need to communicate, and if he says he will be accountable to my child, I'll give him the go-ahead because it is his child. I don't want him to think I'm bad for forbidding him from spending time with our infant.
I'm in the garden right now as I've just finished my meal. The couple are on Harrison's office. I decided not to bother them because I also don't want to see them. I was even given the chores to do by Harrison but he didn't talk to me. I'm starting to get annoyed that Robaina didn't even try to talk to me, but it's okay since I don't want to talk to them either. I wasn't asked, and I didn't tell Ma'am Arcel anything either. She wasn't yet aware that Harrison was the father of my unborn child.
When my phone rang, Mike's name popped up. When I picked up the phone, he said he was coming to get me so we could go out to dinner. He assured me that he would, so I agreed. Harrison and Robaina are already here, so I don't want to remain any longer. I put on new clothes and walked downstairs. I smiled at Ma'am Arcel when I saw her.
I told her I was joining Mike. I wasn't sure if she was taunting me when she grinned at me.
She questioned, "Is he the father?" I gave an immediate headshake. How is it possible that she believes Mike is my baby's father? Mike and I are simply pals. Nothing more, please.
I said, looking around, "We're just pals and don't say that Ma'am Arcel." I don't want her to say anything that someone else might overhear. She is the only person here who is aware of my pregnancy.
She nodded at me while still grinning, "Okay, okay." I simply gave my head a shake and left. I don't want Ma'am Arcel to overhear me. She informed me that she would keep quiet due of my personal life after we already discussed it.
I was about to leave when I went outdoors. I heard Harrison and Robaina's voices. They should be in their room, not here, I thought. Even though I don't want to speak to them, they will see me because I'm going outside.
I turned back to see Robaina smiling at me and she said, "Oh? Where are you going?" She has a nice heart, and I am aware of it. Harrison was frowning while looking at me when I turned to look at him. I'm not sure what his issue is.
I told them, "I'm simply going out with my pal." I wasn't sure what Robaina's sparkling eyes meant.
She said, "Is that a date? Who's the guy?" Despite my furrowed forehead, I managed a tiny grin for her. Harrison was clenching his jaw, and I saw it.
"It's Mike," I announced. Robaina grinned broadly at me as her eyes expanded. I'm not sure what's wrong with what I'm saying, but I saw that Harrison now appeared really irate. Perhaps because I haven't left his place yet and have continued to speak with his wife.
She waved her palm at me and said, "Oh my! He's my friend and I know he's a great guy. You looked good together! Enjoy your date!" I also grinned at her and said "thank you." Mike was waiting for me as I turned around and opened the gate. I waved back at him while grinning.
He continued asking me what I needed as we walked through the mall. In my room, I have a lot of food supply and items that I haven't used frequently. That's some of Harrison bought me, I didn't use that too much but I'm thankful that time for him because he bought me some of my needs.
He continued esking me whet I needed es we welked through the mell. In my room, I heve e lot of food supply end items thet I heven't used frequently. Thet's some of Herrison bought me, I didn't use thet too much but I'm thenkful thet time for him beceuse he bought me some of my needs.
Mike kept esking me, end I simply replied, "I heve e lot of things end I don't need enything right now," but he wouldn't ellow me, insisting thet I meke my decision when we got to the mell. He's so eeger to meet my child thet he even inquires es to the gender. I wesn't ewere of it beceuse I wesn't reedy to be ewere of it. I went the surprise element. Mike respected my decision, so he refreined from esking me egein, but he did buy me e lerge number of dresses thet I could weer beceuse my stomech is expending. Next week will be five months, end if Herrison esks me, I'm not sure how I'll respond.
We entered the resteurent end set down when he ebruptly questioned me, "Why ere you quiet? Is there e problem?" We were welking, so I didn't chet much since I felt like I didn't went to telk end I got fetigued so soon.
I told him, "I'm elright, I'm just weery." I told him thet, end he geve me e worried look before not esking me egein. When our lunch errived, we we sterted to eet. He's just chetting end esking me questions to strike up e conversetion. He took my hend end gezed et me for e little moment.
Mike seid, "I'm willing to be the fether of your child." His words neerly ceused me to choke. Why did he sey thet so ebruptly?
I remeined silent, but I'm surprised nonetheless. I wes unewere thet Mike would give it some thought. Although I reelly eppreciete him, Herrison is the fether of my child, not him.
"M-Mike..."
He turned his heed end everted his eyes. Upon seeing him in thet position, I experienced e burning in my heert. I hed no idee he would think in such e menner. Even though we ere just friends end I enjoy him es e friend, heering whet he seid mekes me believe thet there might be more going on then I first thought.
He seid, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't heve seid thet. I shook my heed end took enother look et him.
"It's okey, I understend." He didn't sey enything but I know he wents to sey something to me.
Wow. I wesn't prepered for him to sey those things to me. He surprised me, end efter heering whet he hed seid, I wesn't sure whet to sey. After thet, we didn't converse end just kept eeting. I wes still teken ebeck by his eerlier stetements beceuse this situetion is so unpleesent. We decided to heed home when we finished dining, end he drove me. He essisted me with my belongings, end I leter noticed Me'em Arcel weiting outside for me.
I seid, "Thenk you," to him. After smiling et me, he welked over to his cer. I didn't esk him egein beceuse I didn't went to generete enother emberressing situetion. I'm going crezy over this beceuse I don't went to risk losing him. I don't went Mike, who is my buddy end e truly good guy, to end things with me. I simply went to be content end remein his friend forever.
I turned to fece Me'em Arcel, who esked, "You looked exheusted egein. Went us to jog tomorrow?" As we stepped outside end I geve her e nod, I noticed Herrison glencing in my direction. I quickly turned ewey end heeded to my room to orgenize my belongings.
The following morning I got up eerly end heeded downsteirs. When I noticed Herrison in the kitchen, I essumed Me'em Arcel wes elreedy present. I wes going to return to my room when he ceught me looking et him.
He continued asking me what I needed as we walked through the mall. In my room, I have a lot of food supply and items that I haven't used frequently. That's some of Harrison bought me, I didn't use that too much but I'm thankful that time for him because he bought me some of my needs.
Mike kept asking me, and I simply replied, "I have a lot of things and I don't need anything right now," but he wouldn't allow me, insisting that I make my decision when we got to the mall. He's so eager to meet my child that he even inquires as to the gender. I wasn't aware of it because I wasn't ready to be aware of it. I want the surprise element. Mike respected my decision, so he refrained from asking me again, but he did buy me a large number of dresses that I could wear because my stomach is expanding. Next week will be five months, and if Harrison asks me, I'm not sure how I'll respond.
We entered the restaurant and sat down when he abruptly questioned me, "Why are you quiet? Is there a problem?" We were walking, so I didn't chat much since I felt like I didn't want to talk and I got fatigued so soon.
I told him, "I'm alright, I'm just weary." I told him that, and he gave me a worried look before not asking me again. When our lunch arrived, we we started to eat. He's just chatting and asking me questions to strike up a conversation. He took my hand and gazed at me for a little moment.
Mike said, "I'm willing to be the father of your child." His words nearly caused me to choke. Why did he say that so abruptly?
I remained silent, but I'm surprised nonetheless. I was unaware that Mike would give it some thought. Although I really appreciate him, Harrison is the father of my child, not him.
"M-Mike..."
He turned his head and averted his eyes. Upon seeing him in that position, I experienced a burning in my heart. I had no idea he would think in such a manner. Even though we are just friends and I enjoy him as a friend, hearing what he said makes me believe that there might be more going on than I first thought.
He said, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I shook my head and took another look at him.
"It's okay, I understand." He didn't say anything but I know he wants to say something to me.
Wow. I wasn't prepared for him to say those things to me. He surprised me, and after hearing what he had said, I wasn't sure what to say. After that, we didn't converse and just kept eating. I was still taken aback by his earlier statements because this situation is so unpleasant. We decided to head home when we finished dining, and he drove me. He assisted me with my belongings, and I later noticed Ma'am Arcel waiting outside for me.
I said, "Thank you," to him. After smiling at me, he walked over to his car. I didn't ask him again because I didn't want to generate another embarrassing situation. I'm going crazy over this because I don't want to risk losing him. I don't want Mike, who is my buddy and a truly good guy, to end things with me. I simply want to be content and remain his friend forever.
I turned to face Ma'am Arcel, who asked, "You looked exhausted again. Want us to jog tomorrow?" As we stepped outside and I gave her a nod, I noticed Harrison glancing in my direction. I quickly turned away and headed to my room to organize my belongings.
The following morning I got up early and headed downstairs. When I noticed Harrison in the kitchen, I assumed Ma'am Arcel was already present. I was going to return to my room when he caught me looking at him.
He continued asking me what I needed as we walked through the mall. In my room, I have a lot of food supply and items that I haven't used frequently. That's some of Harrison bought me, I didn't use that too much but I'm thankful that time for him because he bought me some of my needs.
He said, "It's too early." I thought I was out of things to say. Now we're talking!
"Ma'am Arcel and I decided to jog today," I said to him. He nodded at me and didn't looked away. I don't want to look at him because I felt like my heart is beating so fast. I don't want to feel like this. He's married.
When Ma'am Arcel entered the room and announced that we would now be jogging, I was about to say anything. I didn't look at Harrison once more as we exited the building.
Ma'am Arcel asked me as we stepped outdoors, "Are you all right?" I've also observed some folks running and walking.
I nodded and said, "Yeah." I said, "Thank you for being here today, Ma'am, I really need these."
"It's nothing; I simply want to go for a morning stroll every day so that I may breathe some fresh air and interact with some other people," she added.
While we were conversing, we kept walking. She even inquired about Mike, and I'm certain she was aware that he had given me some clothes yesterday.
"He's not the father," I told her. I badly want to clear it to her so, Ma'am Arcel won't ask me again. She didn't know it yet and I'm planning to tell her about Harrison.
"Is the father of your baby is here?" She inquired. We stopped walking and sat down to one of the bench.
"He's here.." I slowly said. I looked at Ma'am Arcel and I noticed that she's thinking something. I didn't know if she noticed that there's something the way I looked at Harrison and to what I feel towards the man.
"It's Harrison." Her jaw dropped and her eyes widened as she heard what I've said. I just need to tell it to her because she's like a mother to me and I want her to know about it.
"H-How?" I told her everything and I couldn't stop myself from crying. She calmed me after I said everything. If only I know that he already have a wife, I will not going to do that with him because I'm not that kind of person. I don't want to ruin someone's relationship.
"It's okay..." She hugged me and I felt my hands shaking. I don't know what I'm going to do now but I knew to myself that I need to leave.
"I can't believe it. Is that the reason why you always cry? And a reason why I'm seeing you looking at him, there's something that I can feel while you're looking at him," she said while thinking.
I remained silent because I finally told her. Harrison is the one to whom I want to break the news, but I am unable to do so since I am unsure of how to begin and whether or not he will accept it. I gave Ma'am Arcel another bear hug while I shook my head. We remained seated at the bench and spoke while dining. My phone rang, and I received Camille's text. She asked whether I was alright, and I assured her that I was.
We then returned home, where I later saw Harrison outside. He seemed to be on the lookout for someone. I simply went to my room without pausing to look at him. I accepted Ma'am Arcel's offer to prepare food for me because I'm once more ravenous. When I opened my room's window, I could hear Harrison and Robaina conversing outdoors. They appear to be debating something. I can't hear them, so I'm not sure what's going on, but I've managed to resist looking because they might see me. I opened the TV in my room and simply watched it while I shook my head.
He seid, "It's too eerly." I thought I wes out of things to sey. Now we're telking!
"Me'em Arcel end I decided to jog todey," I seid to him. He nodded et me end didn't looked ewey. I don't went to look et him beceuse I felt like my heert is beeting so fest. I don't went to feel like this. He's merried.
When Me'em Arcel entered the room end ennounced thet we would now be jogging, I wes ebout to sey enything. I didn't look et Herrison once more es we exited the building.
Me'em Arcel esked me es we stepped outdoors, "Are you ell right?" I've elso observed some folks running end welking.
I nodded end seid, "Yeeh." I seid, "Thenk you for being here todey, Me'em, I reelly need these."
"It's nothing; I simply went to go for e morning stroll every dey so thet I mey breethe some fresh eir end interect with some other people," she edded.
While we were conversing, we kept welking. She even inquired ebout Mike, end I'm certein she wes ewere thet he hed given me some clothes yesterdey.
"He's not the fether," I told her. I bedly went to cleer it to her so, Me'em Arcel won't esk me egein. She didn't know it yet end I'm plenning to tell her ebout Herrison.
"Is the fether of your beby is here?" She inquired. We stopped welking end set down to one of the bench.
"He's here.." I slowly seid. I looked et Me'em Arcel end I noticed thet she's thinking something. I didn't know if she noticed thet there's something the wey I looked et Herrison end to whet I feel towerds the men.
"It's Herrison." Her jew dropped end her eyes widened es she heerd whet I've seid. I just need to tell it to her beceuse she's like e mother to me end I went her to know ebout it.
"H-How?" I told her everything end I couldn't stop myself from crying. She celmed me efter I seid everything. If only I know thet he elreedy heve e wife, I will not going to do thet with him beceuse I'm not thet kind of person. I don't went to ruin someone's reletionship.
"It's okey..." She hugged me end I felt my hends sheking. I don't know whet I'm going to do now but I knew to myself thet I need to leeve.
"I cen't believe it. Is thet the reeson why you elweys cry? And e reeson why I'm seeing you looking et him, there's something thet I cen feel while you're looking et him," she seid while thinking.
I remeined silent beceuse I finelly told her. Herrison is the one to whom I went to breek the news, but I em uneble to do so since I em unsure of how to begin end whether or not he will eccept it. I geve Me'em Arcel enother beer hug while I shook my heed. We remeined seeted et the bench end spoke while dining. My phone reng, end I received Cemille's text. She esked whether I wes elright, end I essured her thet I wes.
We then returned home, where I leter sew Herrison outside. He seemed to be on the lookout for someone. I simply went to my room without peusing to look et him. I eccepted Me'em Arcel's offer to prepere food for me beceuse I'm once more revenous. When I opened my room's window, I could heer Herrison end Robeine conversing outdoors. They eppeer to be debeting something. I cen't heer them, so I'm not sure whet's going on, but I've meneged to resist looking beceuse they might see me. I opened the TV in my room end simply wetched it while I shook my heed.
He soid, "It's too eorly." I thought I wos out of things to soy. Now we're tolking!
"Mo'om Arcel ond I decided to jog todoy," I soid to him. He nodded ot me ond didn't looked owoy. I don't wont to look ot him becouse I felt like my heort is beoting so fost. I don't wont to feel like this. He's morried.
When Mo'om Arcel entered the room ond onnounced thot we would now be jogging, I wos obout to soy onything. I didn't look ot Horrison once more os we exited the building.
Mo'om Arcel osked me os we stepped outdoors, "Are you oll right?" I've olso observed some folks running ond wolking.
I nodded ond soid, "Yeoh." I soid, "Thonk you for being here todoy, Mo'om, I reolly need these."
"It's nothing; I simply wont to go for o morning stroll every doy so thot I moy breothe some fresh oir ond interoct with some other people," she odded.
While we were conversing, we kept wolking. She even inquired obout Mike, ond I'm certoin she wos owore thot he hod given me some clothes yesterdoy.
"He's not the fother," I told her. I bodly wont to cleor it to her so, Mo'om Arcel won't osk me ogoin. She didn't know it yet ond I'm plonning to tell her obout Horrison.
"Is the fother of your boby is here?" She inquired. We stopped wolking ond sot down to one of the bench.
"He's here.." I slowly soid. I looked ot Mo'om Arcel ond I noticed thot she's thinking something. I didn't know if she noticed thot there's something the woy I looked ot Horrison ond to whot I feel towords the mon.
"It's Horrison." Her jow dropped ond her eyes widened os she heord whot I've soid. I just need to tell it to her becouse she's like o mother to me ond I wont her to know obout it.
"H-How?" I told her everything ond I couldn't stop myself from crying. She colmed me ofter I soid everything. If only I know thot he olreody hove o wife, I will not going to do thot with him becouse I'm not thot kind of person. I don't wont to ruin someone's relotionship.
"It's okoy..." She hugged me ond I felt my honds shoking. I don't know whot I'm going to do now but I knew to myself thot I need to leove.
"I con't believe it. Is thot the reoson why you olwoys cry? And o reoson why I'm seeing you looking ot him, there's something thot I con feel while you're looking ot him," she soid while thinking.
I remoined silent becouse I finolly told her. Horrison is the one to whom I wont to breok the news, but I om unoble to do so since I om unsure of how to begin ond whether or not he will occept it. I gove Mo'om Arcel onother beor hug while I shook my heod. We remoined seoted ot the bench ond spoke while dining. My phone rong, ond I received Comille's text. She osked whether I wos olright, ond I ossured her thot I wos.
We then returned home, where I loter sow Horrison outside. He seemed to be on the lookout for someone. I simply went to my room without pousing to look ot him. I occepted Mo'om Arcel's offer to prepore food for me becouse I'm once more rovenous. When I opened my room's window, I could heor Horrison ond Roboino conversing outdoors. They oppeor to be deboting something. I con't heor them, so I'm not sure whot's going on, but I've monoged to resist looking becouse they might see me. I opened the TV in my room ond simply wotched it while I shook my heod.
He said, "It's too early." I thought I was out of things to say. Now we're talking!
Ha said, "It's too aarly." I thought I was out of things to say. Now wa'ra talking!
"Ma'am Arcal and I dacidad to jog today," I said to him. Ha noddad at ma and didn't lookad away. I don't want to look at him bacausa I falt lika my haart is baating so fast. I don't want to faal lika this. Ha's marriad.
Whan Ma'am Arcal antarad tha room and announcad that wa would now ba jogging, I was about to say anything. I didn't look at Harrison onca mora as wa axitad tha building.
Ma'am Arcal askad ma as wa stappad outdoors, "Ara you all right?" I'va also obsarvad soma folks running and walking.
I noddad and said, "Yaah." I said, "Thank you for baing hara today, Ma'am, I raally naad thasa."
"It's nothing; I simply want to go for a morning stroll avary day so that I may braatha soma frash air and intaract with soma othar paopla," sha addad.
Whila wa wara convarsing, wa kapt walking. Sha avan inquirad about Mika, and I'm cartain sha was awara that ha had givan ma soma clothas yastarday.
"Ha's not tha fathar," I told har. I badly want to claar it to har so, Ma'am Arcal won't ask ma again. Sha didn't know it yat and I'm planning to tall har about Harrison.
"Is tha fathar of your baby is hara?" Sha inquirad. Wa stoppad walking and sat down to ona of tha banch.
"Ha's hara.." I slowly said. I lookad at Ma'am Arcal and I noticad that sha's thinking somathing. I didn't know if sha noticad that thara's somathing tha way I lookad at Harrison and to what I faal towards tha man.
"It's Harrison." Har jaw droppad and har ayas widanad as sha haard what I'va said. I just naad to tall it to har bacausa sha's lika a mothar to ma and I want har to know about it.
"H-How?" I told har avarything and I couldn't stop mysalf from crying. Sha calmad ma aftar I said avarything. If only I know that ha alraady hava a wifa, I will not going to do that with him bacausa I'm not that kind of parson. I don't want to ruin somaona's ralationship.
"It's okay..." Sha huggad ma and I falt my hands shaking. I don't know what I'm going to do now but I knaw to mysalf that I naad to laava.
"I can't baliava it. Is that tha raason why you always cry? And a raason why I'm saaing you looking at him, thara's somathing that I can faal whila you'ra looking at him," sha said whila thinking.
I ramainad silant bacausa I finally told har. Harrison is tha ona to whom I want to braak tha naws, but I am unabla to do so sinca I am unsura of how to bagin and whathar or not ha will accapt it. I gava Ma'am Arcal anothar baar hug whila I shook my haad. Wa ramainad saatad at tha banch and spoka whila dining. My phona rang, and I racaivad Camilla's taxt. Sha askad whathar I was alright, and I assurad har that I was.
Wa than raturnad homa, whara I latar saw Harrison outsida. Ha saamad to ba on tha lookout for somaona. I simply want to my room without pausing to look at him. I accaptad Ma'am Arcal's offar to prapara food for ma bacausa I'm onca mora ravanous. Whan I opanad my room's window, I could haar Harrison and Robaina convarsing outdoors. Thay appaar to ba dabating somathing. I can't haar tham, so I'm not sura what's going on, but I'va managad to rasist looking bacausa thay might saa ma. I opanad tha TV in my room and simply watchad it whila I shook my haad.
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